
Insanity MMORPG has the biggest community, the most active playerbase and the biggest guild sieges.įurthermore there’s a brand new rebalance, a revamped collector system and dozens of exceptionally fashion transmutes. We’re not just the oldest private server. Then you should absolutely check out our server. Seven years of running this server has taught us how toĪre you tired of old and broken game mechanics, inactive servers and staff members ?Īre you tired of rusty game content without any further updates and fixes? P.S.The mission of this server was to provide an exclusive It sounds daunting, but I’m going to try my best. Tomorrow it is onto max-cardio conditioning. At least I hope that was rock bottom for me! All I can do is hope and exercise and eat well.

It’s similar to the idea of needing to hit rock bottom in order to finally rise and do well. Obviously I stopped occasionally because of the whole “rest when needed” clause Shaun T has implemented (praise be to God) but I did it and I’m going to try so hard not to fall off the bandwagon again.īecause I’m now a week behind regarding when I wanted to finish Insanity this time, but that’s okay because I needed that week to see why I shouldn’t give up. Because I didn’t flake out midway, I kept going. Because it was more about endurance, and even though I’m achy as ever at this moment in time, I’m content with what I did today in terms of exercise. It was f_ing difficult! But it was SO much better than the plyo circuit in month one. To say it was easy would be to lie to you. This, as well as other things that had transpired over the past few days, made me want to get back on the Insanity bandwagon, so I grabbed my workout clothes along with the dvds and went hard on the max interval plyo. Not only that, a few of the dresses that I had purchased were too big for me around the waist and bust areas. But lo and behold, I was able to fit into them. So when I saw them, I felt a bit disheartened because I was so sure that I’d returned to that weight and wouldn’t be able to fit into them. I received in the post some clothes that I had ordered online, and I had ordered them 2sizes smaller than my initial size at the start of this year. “I’m too tired” are three words that often come out of my mouth, but today something changed and I’m so glad it did.
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Also, I have a part time job, but a full time degree so I’m reading everything I have to for this degree which means I don’t have the time to work out.

I decided that nothing is worth feeling that way after working out.

Last week I seriously contemplated whether Insanity was for me, especially after the first day of month 2. So, though I wanted to start this post of complaining about how much I’m a loser, how much my body hurts, I didn’t.

I am a winner because I’m making this change happen in my life despite it being difficult. I am a winner because I finally found the courage to tackle Insanity again. Because I know it’s hard, and though I fell off the bandwagon I want to get back on it again. I felt like a loser when everyday, I was unable to muster up the strength to do Insanity even though I knew I had to.īut then I thought. I felt like a loser when I began to put back on the weight that I’d lost. I was going to start of this post saying “I am an idiot” and then I came across this photo (above)Īnd it made me think: am I a winner or a loser? Because I felt like a loser after giving up on Insanity last week.
